some catching up

If  you asked the people around me, they would probably agree that one of my biggest flaws is my ability to "detach" myself from everyone.

I don't do it on purpose. 

It usually means something is going on with me, and I don't want to bother anyone with my worries/problems.

I've always been very independent, and felt like if I can solve an issue on my own, there is no need to tell anyone until it's over.

I'm going through something like that right now.

I can feel myself detached from the people around me.

From my family, from my friends, but not from Michael.

In the past, I would have tried my hardest to not bother him with my worries.

But we are married now - and I want him to feel like he IS my go to person.

And gosh, he has been nothing short of amazing these past couple of weeks.

I wish I could share exactly what is going on, but I would rather wait until it is all said and done.

No worries, it is nothing life threatening, or illness related.

(most people assume that immediately)

But it is important enough that it is affecting my every day life.

OUR every day life.

So I am working on making a change.

I hate being so vague, but I will share when the appropriate time comes.

In the meantime, I'm leaving you with one of my favorite French songs.

It is called Toi + Moi (You + Me), by Gregoire.

I know most of you won't understand it, but the lyrics are so uplifitng.