Friday's Letters

After a much need break, here I am slowly making my way back.
I can't tell you how good it feels to say that things are finally getting back to normal.

I got a new job!
I quit what will always remain as:
for a better, happier, friendly environment.
And a much better career opportunity.

It was a really freaking tough couple of months, and I lost a little bit of myself along the way.
I cried almost everyday, and it took me a while to admit that it wasn't going to work out.
I hate failure, much less when I feel like I am responsible.
I should have listened to my gut feeling, and never taking the job in the first place.
But it was a big company, with a big name, and I was afraid of what people would think.

I should never worry about what others think, and I've learned that the hard way.
I should always trust my instincts, and what us women call "Women's Intuition."
But one thing I can say is that I learned a valuable lesson, and that ha to count for something.
So the stress, the anxiety, the tears, and the fear MIGHT have been worth it.
Because they it brought me where I am today, and a part of me is thankful for that.

I honestly feel like I am just now, in MAY, starting 2012.
So I've got a lot of catching up to do, and I am excited!

I'm also excited to be linking up to Ashley over at Adventures of Newlyweds, for Friday's Letters!

Dear Husband, there are not even words out there for me to say how thankful I am for having you in my life, and for the support you have given me these past couple of months.  If this was our very first newlywed challenge, I'd say that we did a pretty good job getting through it, and you were beyond outstanding as a Husband! 

Dear Lola, I cannot believe you got bit by a snake, again!  My sweet little pup, when will you realize that you are only 10lbs, and cannot fight and conquer every animal in mom and dad's backyard?  I know you like to think you are ferocious and all, but seeing you so powerless and in so much pain breaks my heart, so please, stop chasing snakes around! 

Dear New Job, I can't tell you how much I appreciate you, and everything that is coming my way.  I have learned more these past three weeks than I did a whole three months at my old job, and I already feel like I am part of the team.  I am so thankful for the chance to be here! 

Dear Body, you were doing SO well with running, and eating better.  I know you had a rough few months, but we have GOT to get back on track here! 

Dear Blogger Friends, thank you for all your sweet words of support, and for not giving up on me!